Dec 14 2008
End of Year Business Self-assessment
At the end of each year I always take stock of the past year. It’s good to acknowledge what I have accomplished and to look at the importance of my own choices as well. For the past six months I’ve been doing some transformational healing work. It began on the physical level as I was experiencing some issues with my digestive system. I decided to make an appointment with a Chinese trained Acupuncturist. Beginning with the first session I felt that David was special. His presence in itself, is a catalyst for healing energies that have helped me to re-align on the deepest levels.
During my session last Friday I lay on the table after he worked on me and I saw this picture of a flowing stream with a partial dam of debris, leaves, sticks etc. that was keeping the water from flowing fully. I realized that my creative force at the source is fully alive, however at the other end there is a blockage when it comes to the water flowing freely out to the ocean of the world. So on the physical level it is about circulation and flow and is mirrored on the emotional and spiritual level.
What does this all mean to my business? It is actually a huge revelation because I tend to be somewhat challenged with organization and lots of ’stuff’ gets a bit blocked in my office. I am probably the opposite of having OCD. I do enough to “get away” with it. To be fair with myself, it’s not this way all the time, so I am probably being a bit self-critical. My dam isn’t blocked completely. There is a flow, but the flow could be so much stronger and more powerful.
I decided to look back over my life and do a quick assessment to see if I have lived this way with everything. In fact one area emerged that is an exception. This was in being a parent to my only son. I was self-employed when I got pregnant and worked for myself during his entire childhood. I never cut corners with parenting. I certainly had my moments of fatigue and frustration but being a good parent and raising a child to be an amazing adult was my highest priority. There was no such thing as “getting by.” It has to be done right or the results will stare you in the face literally.
At some point I did help him to go out into the world and he is now a grown-up shining fully all on his own. I am constantly reminded of what I great job I did when I look at him and what he is now doing himself. I truly feel blessed.
It is time to feel this way about everything I create and intiate, and to allow all my creations to flow into the world as fully as this one. This is my new awareness that I take into the new year. It will also certainly be reflected in my new vision board for 2009.
Here are a few questions to consider.
1. What do you notice on the physical level that reflects the emoional or spiritual energies?
2. What kind of alignment needs to happen for you to make the next big jump in your business?
3. Are you doing an end of the year assessment in your business?


